So tomorrow all I have on the agenda is a quick salon appt., R. coming over to watch the latest Project Runway, and I might go to the MFAH w/li'l bro to see Fellini's first movie that he made in color, Juliet of the Spirits. I expect tomorrow to be very relaxing and boy howdy, do I need it. Some craigslist dude might come over to buy and cart away the Total Gym 1000 workout bench that has been collecting dust in my master bedroom for a couple years. One guess on who bought that thing. Well, I paid for it, he bought it!
But Sunday will be a bear, as they say. I will go on patrol at 2 for a little while, then I will work the MDA Telethon that night. Monday I will report for duty with the Marine division, so there goes my holiday.
Today I worked from home and talked to J2 on the actual phone for quite awhile. I cannot WAIT to see her next year in Africa! I told my friend T. I wanted to ride a leopard, like in Harold and Kumar.
Had a dream last night that I gave S another chance and he came home; but in the dream I felt like I was still going through the motions and not buying it, and knew it wouldn't work out. It is still sad sometimes to be alone at home, but I know that is normal and that again, only time will take care of that. Today I was so glad and so happy and so grateful to not have to make that long, miserable fucking drive up north to pick up his child, b/c today would've been the day for me. Like I keep telling everyone: I've got my life back, my money back, and myself back.
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