People of Judgment

So I had to give J. my interior designer 2 weeks off of the Pimp My Townhouse project. She opened her big mouth (after Joel told her NOT to when she called him on Monday!) and said a bunch of fucked up shit to me on Weds. about JR which was just her opinion and wrong to boot. I know she just cares about me but I don't need to hear her opinions. This is my life to live and as long as I don't ask my friends to help me with my stupid decisions (loan me money, give me a place to live, etc.) then I don't want or need to hear what they think about anything that I do. Sorry but that's the way it is!!!!!!

Even my ex, M., chimed in yesterday. He called me to talk and I was telling him that I had a new boyfriend and he said, "Well that's not very smart" and then started in on me with the adultery thing. Oh my God!!! So I got off the phone w/him and later on he called me back, to which I did NOT answer, to invite me to the blues jam last night since he'd be playing the opening set. You see, here's the lesson to learn: if you're gonna open your big pie hole and tell me your shitty opinion on me and my actions, I'm probably NOT gonna wanna be around you!

Looking forward to tonight and this weekend. Last night's rehearsal went well and we (I) should do mostly ok tonight. I don't think I'm gonna waste a hot outfit on the gig though since I haven't played at this venue in years and am not sure what to expect in terms of crowd. Of course after we play our opening set, JR and I are racing home, dropping off my gear, and getting our butts to the Continental for the Iguanas!!! Tomorrow we are SLEEPING IN although I do have to go work a special Sheriff assignment at 1p where they will be giving away H1N1 vaccines and we are doing crowd control, I guess. Tomorrow night one of my ex's from college will be in town with our other college friend's Colombian jazz band and we'll go to that too. Sunday will be for R&R which I need desperately, of course!