HEARTBROKEN

So JR and I had 3 wonderful weeks together and 1 shitty day yesterday and now it's all over. I have been crying all day today and cannot seem to stop. Told my boss at Job #1 that I'd be in my office w/the door closed and I have. Also asked if I could leave early b/c I am a basket case. I feel like such a drama queen but this is really rough. I loved JR so much and we even said yesterday that we both feel like we're falling in love w/each other. What it basically comes down to, and I had told him a couple of weeks ago that I was concerned this might happen, is BAD TIMING. We both love each other so much and we both make each other so happy... but there are too many fucked up situations that both of us are currently dealing with. Me and my divorce and my need to put myself first for awhile. Him and his NUMEROUS issues that I haven't even begun to discuss here on my blog b/c they are too numerous and too heavy duty.