BreakUp Day #2

Is going well. I am still sad and last night was a little rough, coming home to an empty house once again. Fortunately he did seem to take all of his belongings w/him; the last breakup he didn't and I would come across something of his and it was like a knife in my heart. I stayed busy last night working at Job #2, to the record store, to the library, then the liquor store, then to get gas, and finally to the grocery store to get my sausage ball supplies. I stayed on the phone almost nonstop with R., then Brandone, and then to close out the night I called SC since he said I could call him whenever I wanted.

I finally heard from JR this a.m., just a noncommittal hello text message. But my brother warned me and advised me against ever having communications w/JR again! Which I think is so harsh, but honestly probably the best advice for me right now. It makes me sad to not respond but if I do it'll just lead to more trouble. Currently appetite is back to almost non-existent but I keep consoling myself that any additional weight loss just makes me look better when naked! And I might need to look good naked this week, who knows???

Tonight begins the almost nonstop partying. CD release party at the Continental Club (LDB's band). Tomorrow night hopefully my ex from a LONG time ago, Mike, will meet me at the Big Easy since he's in town for the holiday. Thursday is family day and then going out at night with Joel to some clubs I never go to. Friday is the special assignment running a bunch of warrants with the Warrants Team, whoooo! And last night G.'s brother called me to say he was going to visit G. and his mom, and so I decided I would too. I'll drive to the Hill Country (Burnet, TX) on Sat. morning armed with a big bottle of coconut rum and will not do a damn thing except hang out with G. and his family. Sunday I will come back in time to meet Rozz at the Horn, a club where my friends' funk/jazz horn band will be playing and I know that will be a killer show!