Wrote a Song

I bought me a spiral notebook and some pens from the .99 cent store (receipt to be saved and the cost written off next year--chuckle!) and wrote down a song I wrote primarily in the shower. It's about/inspired by Stefano and it's called "Constant Reminder." He said he'd write the music to it if I wanted but he doesn't know it's about him and now I'm too embarrassed to give it to him. Maybe I'll see if Leo wants to write the music to it, or maybe I'll drag out my guitar and do it myself. I still need to write my other songs: one about chocolate and booze, and one inspired by my old bulletproof vest. I also still want to write a hate song in the vein of Dylan's "Idiot Wind" inspired by all the mean, selfish asshole jerks I've had to deal with lately (S, R. Roo, my aunts, etc.).

Good meeting last night although S was there--I have had the pleasure of not laying eyes on him since October! I tried to speak w/him briefly in the parking lot since his (Mano's) motorcycle was parked 2 spaces from my car and he walked right past me as I was driving out, but he kept his head down and ignored me. He's an immature, uncivilized asshole and I know I need to just forget about his sorry ass and LET IT GO. I went out to eat w/Mudflap and the gang and we had a good time and I ate almost all my enchiladas. Then I had to run by the store to get a big lightbulb for the upstairs bathroom but 2 stores didn't have it. Mudflap said to go to that hellhole BallsMart so I did, at 10pm. I guess that dump is not so bad when it's late and not teeming with the great unwashed. I also bought a big bag of peanut M&M's to take the edge off, and some bathroom accessories.

2nd and last day of all-day-Job #2 today. The accreditation visit has gone well and they spoke to me this a.m. I am Super-Librarian and got my elevator speech DOWN, man. I can't wait 'til tonight when I can go to DA's house and kiss him and cuddle w/him and have sex on his recliner! I may have to write a song about him too. It won't be nearly as mushy as the one I wrote for Stefano though.

This a.m. while driving into work they were talking on the popular radio show about women who date much-older men and what they have in common. I decided to call and tell my story, how I'm dating a 24-yo and a 48-yo and how I have different things in common w/each of them. It took me 3 tries to get through b/c the line was busy, but then they put me on 1st thing, calling me "Gigi" since I didn't want to give my name! They asked which one was better in bed (people always want to know that!) and I said they're both great but different. I said how at my age, 37, I still love to go out and do "young, fun" things which is where DA is a great companion, but as a professional woman I also love to do classy things like go to the symphony, nice restaurants, etc. which is where Stefano comes in. Honestly though, it's my lowbrow activities that I share w/DA, such as eating junk food and watching stupid tv shows and movies--things that I probably couldn't do w/Stefano. But I also need Stefano and his sophistication for my highbrow activities--fancy restaurants, indie movies, etc.! I mean I could probably cross over certain low/highbrow activities between the 2 men, but I just wouldn't feel as comfortable. Things are great the way they are now, and the radio DJ's even asked me that, if I was going to eventually pick one of them and be exclusive but I said I was not ready to do that and didn't know when/if I'd be ready.