Friday.... Ahhhhhh....

What a good feeling! And it's so nice and sunny and beginning to warm up here again in wonderful, fun, fabulous, soulful H-town!!! I am excited that I am FREE after Job #1 today and I just gotta rush home and change and shower and then get to DA's house so we can go see the 7p showing of Up in the Air. Then we'll hang out at his house and I would like to finally get some drinks in me, and then I'll spend the night.

Tomorrow morning I'll head back home and get ready for a long, fun, romantic day w/Stefano! We'll go to the 2p showing of Crazy Heart and then I've got my gig that evening. After that who knows what we'll do, but of course we'll eventually end up at his place for more drinking and merriment!

Sunday he'll be rehearsing w/his band for their upcoming CD recording and I'm due back in the studio that afternoon so we can re-record some of our songs and tweak some others.

J. is about 99% done w/my townhouse. She just has to do some minor touch ups but the place is really starting to look good. I still have to do some re-arranging though. Stefano has offered to help me w/the back patio project: plants, cactus and such to make it look pretty and green back there. I am going to try and sell as much of S's stuff as I can b/c I am tired of it being there and he seemingly doesn't give a shit about it anyway.

P.S. Last night was kinda strange. Leo texted that our rehearsal was cancelled due to a plumbing prob. that George had to deal with. It was awesome to have an evening free and I felt giddy about the prospect! But when I was at home relaxing/reading the mail/watching Celebrity Rehab/tidying up, suddenly I got some flashbacks of my home as it used to be and who used to be in it. And I felt sad and somewhat lonely. I called DA and he said to imagine him there and it's true that I am working hard on creating new memories in that house and that's definitely one of the reasons for the remodel. But the flashbacks can hit at any moment and it was so weird thinking that I have this incredibly rich, fun life w/2 adoring boyfriends and yet I can still feel lonely in my own home b/c of how things used to be. I wish I had time to read so I could read some of the divorce books I have at my disposal, but in fact I have not had time to crack open a book for months now.