...I just do not have it in me to rehearse this week. Leo actually texted me yesterday asking if we could rehearse last night and I was like, no dude, I am not well, I need to get better! Last night after Job #2 I went to buy a delectable piece of chocolate cake, took it to Stefano's, and then Stefano came back home w/me to spend the night. We fell asleep pretty early and Leo texted me again and woke me up, asking me how I was doing. Then today he texted me asking about rehearsal tonight and I was like, I can't man, I have to work late tonight! I don't mean to be difficult but I have GOT TO FUCKING GET WELL. Leo sent a text saying "Ok, crap for us but good for you" and I got mad and texted back that I didn't need his attitude and if he needed to fire me then so be it. He texted back the last thing he's doing is giving me attitude and if I'm burned out then just say so, he understands. I texted that I can get back to rehearsal next week. Not this week. He said that was fine and sent a smiley face. Oh God.
Everyone says how much Leo loves me. This chick at the CD release party who came w/LDB told me that Leo was telling everyone how happy he was when I joined the band. Yesterday my drinking buddy/guitarist told me that Leo loves me and if I feel like I'm sometimes walking a tightrope w/him sometimes, it's Leo's British thing and that's how he's trying to make me feel, but seriously Leo loves me like family and loves our chemistry. Ok well, I've already had one dream a few weeks ago that Leo fired me. I don't know. I just know that right now in my life I have got to get my health 100% back, get through this IRS bill, and get through my meeting tomorrow w/my attorney and S.
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