'Cause that's how I get down. I was going to return to work today but then my cousin called me yesterday and our phone call deteriorated into an angry, tearful shouting match; therefore I was further traumatized and emotionally too wounded to do much of anything today. Little things kept making me cry. However today I'm feeling stronger and invigorated by the upcoming weekend shoot. I found a camera, a Canon XH-A1 that shoots in HD (if I want, I guess) for 1/2 the price of what the last company I got the camera from was charging.
It also helped that I was able to sleep some these past couple nights (except for when I woke up in the middle of the night and then couldn't go back to sleep due to all the PTSD) and also bought a chocolate cream pie. That along with the box wine (3 glasses on Monday) served as good therapy, if hell on my months-long quest to lose 5 lbs. But I'll return to work tomorrow, ready to dive back into things.
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