I am DOPED up on Benadryl these days. The Prednisone doesn't seem to be affecting me, thank God. I am scared of steroids. Water weight gain and other nasty things. I was hoping to get the side effect of "inappropriate happiness" but that doesn't seem to be happening. Anyway, I haven't taken any Benadryl today b/c so far it seems I don't need it. Hopefully I can make it the rest of the day w/out any b/c today is a looooong day indeed. We were supposed to rehearse last night but I was too drugged up and mellow to do it. I offered to still rehearse but Leo said he needs me on my game so we postponed 'til tonight.
Monday night I couldn't even go out to eat w/everyone after the sheriff's meeting. So now Mudflap is my new Lt. and boss! I received a 3-year Perfect Attendance certificate, which I couldn't believe. I was listening to my iPod while they were handing out the 1-yr, 2-yr, and thank God I heard the Chief call my name for the very few 3-yr awards. Cool!!! Anyway, I was slouched in my chair the whole meeting and snuck out at 8pm. I went home and ate leftover dumplings and some of the cake that Stefano had brought me. Mudflap called me to make sure I was ok and I just told him I needed to go home and rest.
Tomorrow night Stefano is going to come over to my house and stay w/me... ahhh, what a man, he makes me so happy. Friday is my monthly work from home day and all I can say about that is Hallelujah. DA texted me about getting together this week but b/c I didn't hear back from him in a timely manner I told him I am already busy every night this week, his loss. But I did offer to meet him for lunch on Fri. at the awesome pizza place that Stefano took me to down there, so hopefully we can work that out.
God, I just feel weak and tired and also down, mostly about the IRS bill. But as Stefano told me, This too shall pass, Ultimately it's just money, I have my health, his love, etc. Which is so true.
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