I play the Devil's music
And I'm going straight to hell.
Woman, I'm trouble...
Yep, we do a cover of that Muddy Waters tune. I love it. Shit, I live it. I have been suffering lately and I got no one to blame but my damn self. Don't want to get into it too much here but I've lost my appetite too. The good thing is I've dropped a couple lbs. over the weekend. All I ate yesterday was a couple of bites of hummus and a couple bites of queso at brunch, then that evening I had 3 small bites of string cheese and a Blow Pop. I drank a lot of booze all day though. Sigh. I guess it's a fortuitous thing, what with the decadent holidays soon upon us. Heh. Heh. Ugh!!!
I guess it all boils down to the fact that I am still affording myself the luxury of Not Thinking About the Future. Because it's Adela Time and my happiness is my #1 priority. Because of what I went through the past 5 yrs. But.... how long can/should I continue to bang that experience like a cheap drum? Then again, to whom am I answering? It's MY life, right? So what if I need to be selfish and narcissistic for awhile? Then again, that's not very Christian--at all.
My li'l bro has coined a certain syndrome "Male Insanity Syndrome." I think I'm going through "Female Insanity Syndrome." Maybe I'll write more about the symptoms later. Maybe I won't.
Monthly sheriff meeting tonight. I have to turn in my Taser--waaah! Then I'm meeting Mr. Wonderful Stefano and Phillipo at the House of Blues for a big blues show. Maybe that'll be a little good medicine, we'll see.
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