Been listening to an urban (black) gospel radio station recently and I love it. Thumpy slappin' bass, choirs, all that good stuff. Unfortunately you cannot listen to it on the Internet and I was really in the mood for some of that today. S has my CD/radio/tape player so he can listen to music while he works his assembler job. I sacrificed it to him since we could no longer afford to buy him that (ridiculous) PSP or an IPOD.
Still down in the dumps today and listening to urban gospel sometimes makes me feel better. S and I got into another fight today and once again, it's all custody battle/money-related. We are trying something new with his car today that involves a $60 miracle fluid flush. We just need his car to last 1 more year until we can save up for another one somehow. We will know tomorrow if the miracle fluid worked or not. If not we are screwed.
I also found out that Tito J. is moving away. I texted S to tell him and he texted back "Nooo!" So that is another big time bummer and yes, I'm just being selfish.
I'm not even talking to one of my best friends right now b/c they are just getting on my nerves! So when they call I hit "reject" on my cell phone. Hopefully a little break will do us good.
2 good things to report, though: something interesting is going on with my body since yesterday. I think I'm having the painters in, but I have had zero cramps, which has never, ever happened to me before. Now that I'm off the Pill I'm getting to learn how my system functions on its own, natural way instead of the chemically-induced way to which it has been accustomed. The other nice thing I found out last night is that just in case we do have the baby for the last weekend of August (and we are expecting NOT to b/c we are fully expecting to win custody at our hearing on Monday the 27th) that having her will not interfere with our J. Fi wedding plans b/c her mother is getting a babysitter for some other kids and we can just drop our baby off there if necessary--free of charge! SO nice. But like I said, we are fully expecting not to have her that weekend b/c that will mean that custody changed hands like it needs to. Still, it's nice to not have to worry about that weekend anymore.
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I had to think about whether I'd called you or not lately...luckily I think I am free and clear of the snub! Seriously, though, I miss emailing with you during the day and haven't seen you in way too long.
Nah, don't worry it ain't you! I miss the heck out of you too.
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